plans for tomorrow
- work
- lunch with my beautiful best friend!
- shop
- buy lots of vegetables
- P90x Plyometrics
forgot to put my stupid stats etc, on the other post.. I won’t delete it, because heaps of you have already reblogged etc. sorry!
the front on before photo. taken just after I woke up this morning, so forgive my derp face…
Before 149.7kg(330lbs) Current: 87.5(192lbs)
feeling a little pretty this afternoon. Focussing on the positives of myself today. I’m getting my little brother to do my P90x “before” photos (poor him) in a little while. I will post them, and my outfit for Bikram (had to find clothes that are comfy, yet minimal because I will be boiling to death). I’m feeling a renewed energy and confidence. I knew it would all be okay, it just takes time. I’m ready to take myself on and break this stalemate! A little bit excited! Can’t wait to wear my new clothes and train hard! I want this, and I want him! ?
okay.
so, I feel like I’m ready to begin again.
It may sound strange, but I sort of have to argue with myself, and go through the reasons in my head why I should start again. It takes time for me to do that, it can’t be rushed, and as I said; if your head and heart aren’t in it, nothing will happen.
I’m beginning to turn my head around, I feel much more positive and happy now. I’m drawing ever closer to Darwin, it’s now 181 days away, and I need to utilise every single day to get the best chance of making me happy, and getting him.
I know my weight loss goals and my goal to get him should be separate, but I’m having trouble doing so.. I don’t know how.
I now have in my hot little hands, the P90x system. I already own a yoga mat, block, and dumbbells, but I need to get some resistance bands because I can’t do a chin-up and I don’t have an apparatus to do one on either.. I need to take it slowly, but I’m excited to bust my ASS!
I’m going to take the photos tomorrow, and I’m going to combine the P90x with Bikram, regular walks, swimming and now I would like to start cycling. So many goals, so much to do, but I feel really confident and strong again.
I WANT THIS! I WANT TO BE HAPPY IN MY SKIN, AND I WANT HIM!
I will post the photos tomorrow, and you can all follow my progress!
I’M REALLY EXCITED NOW!
WHO IS WITH ME?
